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The Blue Day Book
　　Everybody has blue days.
　　These are miserable days when you feel lousy, grumpy, lonely, and utterly exhausted.
　　Days when you feel small and insignificant,
　　when everything seems just out of reach.
　　You can't rise to the occasion.
　　Just getting started seems impossible.
　　On blue days you can become paranoid that everyone is out to get you.
This is not always such a bad thing.
　　You feel frustrated and anxious, which can induce a nail-biting frenzy that can escalate into a triple-chocolate-mud-cake-eating frenzy in a blink of an eye!
　　On blue days you feel like you're floating in an ocean of sadness.
　　You're about to burst into tears at any moment and you don't even know why.
　　Ultimately, you feel like you're wandering through life without purpose.
　　You're not sure how much longer you can hang on,
　　and you feel like shouting, "Will someone please shout me!"
　　It doesn't take much to bring on a blue day.
　　You might just wake up not feeling or looking your best,
　　find some new wrinkles, put on a little weight, or get a huge pimple on your nose.
　　You could forget your date's name or have an embarrassing photograph published.
　　You might get dumped, divorced, or fired, make a fool of yourself in public, be afflicted with a demeaning nickname,
　　or just have a plain old bad-hair day.
　　Maybe work is a pain in the butt.
    You're under major pressure to fill someone else's shoes,
　　your boss is picking on you,
　　and everyone in the office is driving you crazy.
　　You might have a splitting headache,
　　or a slipped dish, bad breath, a toothache, chronic gas, dry lips,
　　or a nasty ingrown toenail.
　　Whatever the reason, you're convinced that someone up there doesn't like you.
　　Oh what to do, what to dooo 
　　Well, if you're like most people,
　　you'll hide behind a flimsy belief that everything will sort itself out.
　　Then you'll spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder,
　　waiting for everything to go wrong all over again.
　　All the while becoming crusty and cynical or a pathetic, sniveling victim.
　　Until you get so depressed that you lie down and beg the earth to swallow you up or, even worse, become addicted to Billy Joel songs.
　　This is crazy,
   because you're only young once and you're never old twice.The Blue Day Book
　　Everybody has blue days.
　　These are miserable days when you feel lousy, grumpy, lonely, and utterly exhausted.
　　Days when you feel small and insignificant,
　　when everything seems just out of reach.
　　You can't rise to the occasion.
　　Just getting started seems impossible.
　　On blue days you can become paranoid that everyone is out to get you.
This is not always such a bad thing.
　　You feel frustrated and anxious, which can induce a nail-biting frenzy that can escalate into a triple-chocolate-mud-cake-eating frenzy in a blink of an eye!
　　On blue days you feel like you're floating in an ocean of sadness.
　　You're about to burst into tears at any moment and you don't even know why.
　　Ultimately, you feel like you're wandering through life without purpose.
　　You're not sure how much longer you can hang on,
　　and you feel like shouting, "Will someone please shout me!"
　　It doesn't take much to bring on a blue day.
　　You might just wake up not feeling or looking your best,
　　find some new wrinkles, put on a little weight, or get a huge pimple on your nose.
　　You could forget your date's name or have an embarrassing photograph published.
　　You might get dumped, divorced, or fired, make a fool of yourself in public, be afflicted with a demeaning nickname,
　　or just have a plain old bad-hair day.
　　Maybe work is a pain in the butt.
    You're under major pressure to fill someone else's shoes,
　　your boss is picking on you,
　　and everyone in the office is driving you crazy.
　　You might have a splitting headache,
　　or a slipped dish, bad breath, a toothache, chronic gas, dry lips,
　　or a nasty ingrown toenail.
　　Whatever the reason, you're convinced that someone up there doesn't like you.
　　Oh what to do, what to dooo 
　　Well, if you're like most people,
　　you'll hide behind a flimsy belief that everything will sort itself out.
　　Then you'll spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder,
　　waiting for everything to go wrong all over again.
　　All the while becoming crusty and cynical or a pathetic, sniveling victim.
　　Until you get so depressed that you lie down and beg the earth to swallow you up or, even worse, become addicted to Billy Joel songs.
　　This is crazy,
   because you're only young once and you're never old twice.   

最近几天天气都很冷。

值得庆幸的是，导游结束了。关于这一切都结束了。

忽然间觉得一切都离自己那么远，那么不可知。

总是在想未来的样子，可却总也看不清脚下的路。

 

不缅怀过去，专注现在。

 

现实让我必须看清自己，看清楚未来。

长大了，真的好烦。

小的时候，从来没有想过自己想要什么，长大了，才渐渐明白，有时候，不是你想要什么就能实现的。

结果很美好，可过程很纠结。

呵呵。

现在回想自己的中学时代，真的挺傻的。

不过，好在还充实。

 

现在的生活，是真正需要我用努力填满的时候了。

好累。

 

Do not, for one repulse, give up the purpose that you resolved to effect.